Some may suggest me to go to hospital. Honestly speaking, I hate hospitals, seeing doctors,doing medical check-ups and consuming medicines. Hahah...I hate to see a doctor but I am trying to be one. I just afraid if the doctor would diagnose me that I am suffering from any dangerous, fatal diseases. Besides, I could not imagine if the doctor will say that I need to be operated or should proceed to any surgical procedure.
And now I still can feel the pain, but not painful much as yesterday. Quite better, and I hope it will be gone soon. And I keep thinking, should I go to hospital? What if I am having something serious? I will never can accept it!
Ya Allah, please give me strength and hopefully this pain could diminish, wash away some of my sins